the only resentment i feel towards my orientation is the fact that men are more racist then women.
the eurocentric standards for male beauty--among males that is--
is such that the type of man would settle for an asian like me,
is not the type that i can bring myself to be attracted to if being honest.
so for now i will lie to myself some more; we are good at being not honest outwardly and inwardly.
speaking of which, this is how i define slut:
going with people who you are not into.